Well guys my life has been a roller coaster of hell since the va has cut my pain medication along with benzo. My body and mind are going haywire and I'm not to sure what to do. I feel like I've been betrayed by my country in many aspects. Anyone else on here members chime in I need some help.
I live in Georgia. I was in the Army for 9 years. I was at Fort Drum, Fort Carson and Fort Gordon. I deployed to AFG twice: 2009, and 2011/12. 2009 was with 10th MTN and AFG round two was 2011/12. First time was six months second go round was a year.
I got diagnosed with PTSD while I was still in the Army.
I started to write out the history of how I got my diagnosis...it became obvious that it was a long complicated tale which I am woefully under qualified to organize. Here is the...
I have been disconnected for a while with everything. While I'm off my meds, I have found myself drinking much more to calm me...taking the edge off so to speak. I'm just hating everything in my AO lately.
Watched a car wreck a few weeks ago. Dude was damn near decapitated when I got to his car.
I'm tired of walking around waiting to get taken out by someone or something!
Sitting in the dark alone seems the best thing to do. People tend to piss you off less this way. And it prevents...